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I usually don't post in this section, but I really have no one else to turn to. I kinda just need to vent so my head doesn't explode...
A few months ago, my grandfather was told he has cancer. They found it where his throat meets his stomach. It was a really hard time for my whole family...he got the surgery (which was very risky) but was almost killed by the hospital twice. He was unplugged during a bed move in the middle of a shift switch and they never came back for him until my poor grandmother had to run all over Yale yelling for someone to help her husband who couldn't breath. Then a nurse came in and tried to give him a pill and a shot (the shot he had already gotten) and my grandmother told her that he couldn't swallow the pill or it'd kill him ( he just had part of his throat removed for God's sake!) and that he just had the shot. She fought with my grandmother about it, gave him the shot and then realized as she was literally fighting my grandma to give him the pill that she was in the wrong room. And the shoot she gave him made him have internal bleeding. The recovery months weren't easy to say the least, and he's finally better...
and then today we find out my grandmother has cancer in her lung and liver.
It's just not fair. These are the nicest most sincere people I've ever met in my entire life. They don't deserve this, especially twice! I feel like I've been drowning in cancer my whole life...my other grandpa has caner in his lungs, I have cancer in my uterus and now both of my grandparents have to deal with this.
I know she has a huge battle against her, and I feel guilty for being angry. I should be supportive and strong for her. I should tell her everything will be okay and mean it like she did for me. But I can feel myself breaking every second a little more and more thinking about this.
Thanks for listening, I just needed to vent...it's hard feeling wrong and weak and small all at the same time...
sorry for the rant
A few months ago, my grandfather was told he has cancer. They found it where his throat meets his stomach. It was a really hard time for my whole family...he got the surgery (which was very risky) but was almost killed by the hospital twice. He was unplugged during a bed move in the middle of a shift switch and they never came back for him until my poor grandmother had to run all over Yale yelling for someone to help her husband who couldn't breath. Then a nurse came in and tried to give him a pill and a shot (the shot he had already gotten) and my grandmother told her that he couldn't swallow the pill or it'd kill him ( he just had part of his throat removed for God's sake!) and that he just had the shot. She fought with my grandmother about it, gave him the shot and then realized as she was literally fighting my grandma to give him the pill that she was in the wrong room. And the shoot she gave him made him have internal bleeding. The recovery months weren't easy to say the least, and he's finally better...
and then today we find out my grandmother has cancer in her lung and liver.
It's just not fair. These are the nicest most sincere people I've ever met in my entire life. They don't deserve this, especially twice! I feel like I've been drowning in cancer my whole life...my other grandpa has caner in his lungs, I have cancer in my uterus and now both of my grandparents have to deal with this.
I know she has a huge battle against her, and I feel guilty for being angry. I should be supportive and strong for her. I should tell her everything will be okay and mean it like she did for me. But I can feel myself breaking every second a little more and more thinking about this.
Thanks for listening, I just needed to vent...it's hard feeling wrong and weak and small all at the same time...
sorry for the rant