boardinggamer
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So I know this is for family stuff but this is about my best friend which is close enough.
Me and my best friend Katie were really close. The "we tell each other EVERYTHING" kind of close, and probably closer then just that. well she was all I had left after losing all my friends for the combination of "coming out of the closet" and the rumors about me going around the school, which for the most part I don't know what they were just that they made people hate me (story for another time I guess). back to the point. Katie was all I had left after that and my parents divorce. My feelings for her grew to more then just friends (the only girl I ever had true feelings for) even though she didn't feel the same.
That's the background so you can understand how important she is to me. now for the main point to this. She moved to Florida a few weeks ago (I am in NY). and now I cant see her since I can't afford to go there and she can only visit here once in a while. Like I said above she is all I have left. I feel like I have NOTHING left now. I have my chinchilla Rinny but the connection isn't really that strong since I almost like taught myself to never get to close to people or pets to avoid the pain of losing them. I can't concentrate on anything anymore, I can't talk to people anymore, not even thinking about the saying "sometimes you need to lose something good to make room for something better" is helping which normally does but to me there can never be anything better then her.
Has anyone had to deal with anything like this? how did you get over it or is it even possible to. I still text her once in a while but its just not the same knowing I cant see her.
Writing(typing) about my problems helps me deal with them which is why I normally put them out there. I mean its all I have for advice since I have no one else to talk to about them with.
Me and my best friend Katie were really close. The "we tell each other EVERYTHING" kind of close, and probably closer then just that. well she was all I had left after losing all my friends for the combination of "coming out of the closet" and the rumors about me going around the school, which for the most part I don't know what they were just that they made people hate me (story for another time I guess). back to the point. Katie was all I had left after that and my parents divorce. My feelings for her grew to more then just friends (the only girl I ever had true feelings for) even though she didn't feel the same.
That's the background so you can understand how important she is to me. now for the main point to this. She moved to Florida a few weeks ago (I am in NY). and now I cant see her since I can't afford to go there and she can only visit here once in a while. Like I said above she is all I have left. I feel like I have NOTHING left now. I have my chinchilla Rinny but the connection isn't really that strong since I almost like taught myself to never get to close to people or pets to avoid the pain of losing them. I can't concentrate on anything anymore, I can't talk to people anymore, not even thinking about the saying "sometimes you need to lose something good to make room for something better" is helping which normally does but to me there can never be anything better then her.
Has anyone had to deal with anything like this? how did you get over it or is it even possible to. I still text her once in a while but its just not the same knowing I cant see her.
Writing(typing) about my problems helps me deal with them which is why I normally put them out there. I mean its all I have for advice since I have no one else to talk to about them with.