RDZCRanch
RavenousDeadlyZombieChins
Words cannot express how badly my heart is broken right now. I've spent the day feeling helpless and just wanting you back. I remember the day you were born. I was thrilled to find a fourth baby and then shocked by your little legs. Then, only six weeks later, I had to put you through surgery and I spent the day worrying that we'd said goodbye for the last time. You came out of the surgery like it was a walk in the park and bounced back with a vengeance. Every time I thought we would be saying goodbye or that you were slowly fading, you would prove me wrong and bounce back to being yourself.
I can't look at your cage, because I know you won't be there. The thought of cleaning it or removing it from the chin room just makes me cry. I know you aren't coming back and it hurts my heart to even think about it. You loved my like no other chinchilla has before and I couldn't help loving you back. You were my constant companion, little wiggle buddy, and cage cleaning helper. You rode in my pocket most places and your favorite thing was to cuddle or nap with me. Everyone who saw your pictures or videos couldn't help feeling your liveliness. Everyone who had the chance to meet you go to realize why I loved you so much that I knew living in a pet home where you would be the center of attention was the best thing for you. I'd give anything to hear you peep for me again, to watch you beg for attention or hay, or to watch you run up and down your ramp. I already miss you cuddling on me and the naps you'd take on me almost every day.
I wish I could have done more for you. I wish I could have given you a longer life, but most of all, I wish you had the chance to meet more people, especially Lynn. I watched you take your last breath and it's one of the hardest things I've ever done. I wanted you to keep on going and I kept waiting for you to bounce back up with that sparkle in your eyes and your wobbly gait.
Thank you Meanie and Peggy for the support when I couldn't get online and didn't have the heart to call anyone.
I can't look at your cage, because I know you won't be there. The thought of cleaning it or removing it from the chin room just makes me cry. I know you aren't coming back and it hurts my heart to even think about it. You loved my like no other chinchilla has before and I couldn't help loving you back. You were my constant companion, little wiggle buddy, and cage cleaning helper. You rode in my pocket most places and your favorite thing was to cuddle or nap with me. Everyone who saw your pictures or videos couldn't help feeling your liveliness. Everyone who had the chance to meet you go to realize why I loved you so much that I knew living in a pet home where you would be the center of attention was the best thing for you. I'd give anything to hear you peep for me again, to watch you beg for attention or hay, or to watch you run up and down your ramp. I already miss you cuddling on me and the naps you'd take on me almost every day.
I wish I could have done more for you. I wish I could have given you a longer life, but most of all, I wish you had the chance to meet more people, especially Lynn. I watched you take your last breath and it's one of the hardest things I've ever done. I wanted you to keep on going and I kept waiting for you to bounce back up with that sparkle in your eyes and your wobbly gait.
Thank you Meanie and Peggy for the support when I couldn't get online and didn't have the heart to call anyone.
